It was Sunday morning and I was performing that universally-endured household ritual of purging the fridge before stocking up on whatever science experiment fodder is passing for food these days.
"You don't want this?"
"No,
it's dead," I said, glancing over to see that Joe was holding up a bottle of Bloody Mary mix I'd just put into the the thanks-for-coming pile, along with a shriveled lump of ginger that had escaped notice for so long that it felt like the hollow corpse of some mummified sea creature. I tossed it, along with a chunk of galvanized cheese and half a cucumber that didn't make it.
"It's
expired," I added, unnecessarily in my opinion, given that the inside
of the Bloody Mary bottle neck was crusted with a fairly unappetizing brownish,
pulpy muck. My man, the love of my life, has never to my
knowledge consumed a single Bloody Mary, but at that moment he was very much
advocating for this old bottle that, if memory serves, was
bought way back in December for our New Year's Eve party.
"Are you
sure?" he asked a second time.
"Joe,
it's
expired. Could you please not keep asking me if I'm sure? You
always do that. Don't you think I can tell if the expiration date is in
the past or the future?"
Argument ensued. Details
unimportant. I apologized later because the fight wasn't even ours. It
belonged to me and my coworkers, me
and my bosses, me and the electrician, me and the building manager, me
and the Peapod guy.
The truth is that my anger has been growing lately
over constantly being questioned, second-guessed and talked-over by men,
personally, professionally and politically. In Joe's defense, he is not
an habitual mansplainer, he was only the bringer of the proverbial last
straw for this week. In that moment, I'd had it with having to
reiterate, prove and defend my simplest actions because of men hard-wired to assume that women don't know what they're talking about.
Rebecca and the Men Who Explain Things
The term "mansplaining" is a fairly new addition to the modern cultural lexicon, but even if they haven't yet seen any of the
numerous articles, all women instantly understand the term the first time they hear it. We live it every day. The expression was coined after a 2008
article by writer Rebecca Stolnit
in which she describes an encounter with a party host who, once he
learned of her interest in the subject matter, doggedly insisted on
educating her about a certain book she must read. It required several
tries before "Mr. Very Important" would finally be made to understand
that this extremely vital book he was attempting to tell her about was
her book.
Being told that, categorically, he knows what he's talking about and she
doesn't, however minor a part of any given conversation, perpetuates
the ugliness of this world. Several years ago, I objected to the
behavior of a couple of men, only to be told on both occasions that the
incidents hadn't happened at all as I said they had, that I was
subjective, delusional, overwrought, dishonest -- in a nutshell, female.
- Rebecca Stolnit, "Men Who Explain Things," Los Angeles Times, April 2008
Talk
about "however a minor part of any given conversation." There's Joe
with the stupid expired drink mix. There's the Peapod guy, who, I kid
you not, just put me through this conversation yesterday morning.
"We have a grocery delivery scheduled for you this morning, ma'am. Did you move?"
"No."
"No?!"
"No, we did not move. We're still at *****."
"But it says here you moved."
"I don't know what you're reading, but we have been at this address nearly three years."
"...ooookay..."
It's
important to note that his voice changed on "okay." Where before he'd
been persistent, confident in his facts. At the end he exhaled the
"okay" in an unmistakable "if you say so, lady" sigh weighted with weary
acceptance of the hassle he's resigned to endure once he receives the
inevitable call from his driver saying he is at the wrong house. Because
when presented with two possibilities, this guy dismissed the one where
there's an error in the notes on a customer account, opting instead to
immediately embrace what, in his mind, must surely be what's going on:
this lady doesn't know where she lives.
It's The Same Old Story
My Peapod example echoes an old anecdote that's been knocking around the
web awhile. The story goes that a delivery driver called for directions
because he couldn't find the house. The lady of the house was used to
this, as she and her husband lived where unfortunate placement of a
one-way street meant that she's had to give the tricky directions
hundreds of times over the years. The driver, however, kept cutting her
off with retorts like, "That doesn't make any sense. That's a one way
street. Can I talk to your husband?" Calmly, as we women have learned is
the best way to handle these kinds of men, she repeated the directions
again, and then said "Do you understand? Or do I need to speak with your
wife?"
What's worse? Being "mansplained at" by someone
in the service industry (all hail, the customer is always right, unless
you're female), or getting some variation of it on a daily basis from a
colleague, one at your same pay grade level, only with less seniority
by five years? Because I've got one of those. And each and every single
time this guy lends voice or action to his opinion of my inability to
perform the most mundane aspects of my job, I have to stop what I'm doing and think about how to
handle him. When he comes at me with a blitz attack about something that I have handled (and have been doing so long before he came to work here) I have to actually stop working and manage this man's gargantuan ego. I have told him that he need not worry about this thing, about
that thing, I have to use a measured tone in reassuring him that I have control of the situation. I have been
as clear as I know how to be. I have even emailed him Rebecca Solnit's
article. Nothing has worked so far.
Is it a game, or is this for real?
Every time
this workplace mansplainer barrels through, shouldering me aside to take the ball, I have
to stand there and decide whether I grit my teeth and keep the peace, or
whether I confront him again and request that he get un-involved in my
part of the details. Here's the thing: I am the expert. I've been doing logistics for 20 years. I'm the operations person, I helped set up everything in this company since it was a tiny two-person operation in 2004.
The problem becomes this, quite simply: my job is a hard job. I work long hours and I have a dozen fires to put out every day. But not only do I have my job to do, on top of the workload I bear the extra mental stress of having to work out how to handle all this interrupting, questioning and doubting. I have to be the one organizing
my thoughts enough to shut him up in such a way that he doesn't have
another "mantrum" like the one he had last time.
Mantrum
I hereby define the word "mantrum"
as the tantrum thrown by a "mansplainer" brought about by any woman
exhibiting that she knows what she's talking about.
Here's a story. This
happened about a year ago. I was at my desk in the middle of creating a group email. So the guy came in for something, and when he saw that I had the group email program open on my screen, he said, "I'll show
you how to make a group email." I said thanks, but I know how to do it. In fact, I do it all the time. (Unsaid: In fact, I've been doing it for years before you even came to work here.)
He insisted, "No! You have to do this
certain thing, I'll show you!"
Once again, I said thanks, but I already know how to create a group email.
He flipped out. Red-faced with exasperation, he threw up his hands and said,
"FINE! If you don't want help, FINE," and then he stamped out of my office and off down the
hall. In a huff.
That's a mantrum.
What just happened? Friends, this is a whole level-up in the game of mansplaining. It's of some comfort that I happen to share my office with a colleague-- male -- who is also a friend I recruited to work here and NOT a mansplainer. The stunned expression on his face demonstrated that I'm not nuts. It's real. That red-faced huffer-and-puffer who just stalked out is a champion Mansplainer.
Men explain things to me, still. And no man has ever apologized for explaining, wrongly, things that I know and they don't.
- Rebecca Stolnit, "Men Who Explain Things," Los Angeles Times, April 2008
Bill
Several
years ago there was a building manager who gave me a "mansplanation" so
incomprehensible that I still give pause to wondering if there is any
way I could possibly have misunderstood him.
One Monday my boss told me he'd come in to work on Saturday, and found our suite door ajar. He asked if I could try to find out what happened. I called Bill, the building manager, to ask if I could get a
look at the security tapes and told him the reason why. Bill informed me that what I
was saying made no sense -- that our door
couldn't have been open on
Saturday morning, because he was there on Saturday
afternoon, and he saw
our door closed. Well...yes, my boss would have closed and locked the door by then...um...?
"Bill," I said, "Andy didn't...
leave it open
when he left..." Bill's response was, "Dear, I told you, I was personally
there and the door was closed." Then he told me I could view the
security tapes, but only if one of his guys was sitting with me, and
they're really busy with
real work.
This mansplaining phenomenon is not a new one, but the Rebecca Stolnit article did
spark a renewed dialogue among women online, triggering a renewed social media sharing of our common
experience handling the special kind of presumptuous self-importance
that only mansplainers seem
to summon when informing women what they need, what they want, and
telling them how they feel about themselves
and about the world.
War on Women: How much more evidence do you need?
In the myopic Republican war on women this insanity
extends to astonishing comments about rape and reproductive rights, and
even extends to the GOP insistence that there is no "war on women" at
all. So ingrained is this point of view that there remains a significant
portion of the American population that refuses to accept the idea that
we willfully perpetuate a rape culture, even as situations such as
the Steubenville case exhibit the fallout of just such a culture. There is no rape culture? Get on our side of the fence and say that.
It's
2013, but women still have a problem being heard. Even more insulting than that, we're constantly challenged to provide
evidence that there's an actual sexism problem.
Provide evidence?
Even as male politicians spend an inordinate amount of time and resources attempting to regulate our vaginas? They're obsessed with vaginas. They're constantly pounding gavels and pulpits and bibles over vaginas, and attempting to unravel two hundred years of progress under the laughable guise of "family values."
Even as these same vagina-obsessed lawmakers constantly pigeonhole us as sluts, troublemakers and lesbians just for asking for a seat at the table?
Even as the subsequent narrative about the Steubenville rapists coming from the media and
the community maintained that these guys deserve leniency instead of punishment since they were
unaware they were doing anything wrong?
Having public standing as a writer of
history has helped me stand my
ground, but few women get that boost, and billions of women are out
there on this 6-billion-person planet being told that they are not
reliable witnesses to their own lives, that the truth is not their
property, now or ever. This goes way beyond Men Explaining Things, but
it's part of the same archipelago of arrogance.
- Rebecca Stolnit, "Men Who Explain Things," Los Angeles Times, April 2008
Mansplaining is the stuff of arrogance at best, oppression at worst, whether it be in a political, professional or personal setting. At its most trivial, it
comes down to one thing: respect. In talking about day-to-day life in America, we're not even including Steubenville and the next-level violence perpetrated upon women. On a day-to-day level, we're just talking about any conversation in which the woman has to deal with men interrupting, ignoring, dismissing.
Of course, there are millions of honorable, respectful and professional men out there. But some of you need to take a closer look, because you may not even realize what you're doing. If you think of yourself as a man who respects women, yet your reflexive first reaction is
to doubt her, then you just might be a mansplainer. You're also the worst kind, because you don't know you have a problem, therefore you're
my problem.
The guy at work, he's one of those. He thinks he respects women. But he is unable to hear my voice, both figuratively and literally. He has one of those very loud speaking voices. You can hear every one of his phone conversations all over the office. My voice is soft, I don't tend to raise it. Whenever I begin to speak and he interrupts me, if I keep right on speaking (the professional woman's defense that means "I'm talking now") he just increases his volume. It's gotten to the point where it's easier just to let him talk, wait for an opening and try again.
It's
too bad, because although this bullying aspect of his personality is offensive, he also has many qualities that I actually do rely on.
I'd have a hard time getting
certain projects done without his contribution, and I frequently do need his
expertise, advice or input. At those times, I seek it out. The difference between us is
that once I get his input, I accept the information he provided, confident that he knows what he's talking about. Maybe one day this particularly aggressive mansplainer will grant me that same respect but, to paraphrase Ms. Stolnit, I won't hold my breath.∎
